Skeleton

 Going to the structure a beginning a middle and an end or begin with the end and then go through the beginning middle and end in the beginning memories and what I would become more not knowing what I would become on the middle eight escape and they hardship and wrench of escape the buildup on the climb and a set of achievements which help me feel more valid and arrival and release memories in the hospital where my thumbs are corrected and the balloon incident but but the earliest memories that are relevant or where and how we lived and I don’t actually have memories include my dad I have memories include my mum and the house the plastic lino at the very early sense of responsibility and deprivation and require deprivation and hunger and hardship brown plastic floor tiles seem to come to mine a lot as to being punched in the head and being hungry Jealousy of us at School who had things to keep them warm in the cold weather and a snack to eat at snacktime and a determination to be as warm as others by finding my own way I couldn’t have a coat but I could have both a jumper and a jacket or blazer rather than that nothing else to put on other than my school uniform at weekends so I went with my uniform and all the other girls arriving at a sleepover with a change of clothes am I not having that so I had my school uniform what do you wanting a coat wanting a face flannel to wash with waiting for School to open so I could use hot running waterAnd lessons learnt that will begin to recover and hopefully reach a place where I am able to live my own life through my own choices