Money

 

So I’ve cancelled my charity payments monthly and reduced my data plan for my mobile phone.

This sees me £12 a month.

While I was reducing my data plan for my mobile phone, which I need because it’s also a medical app for my son, I saw that I could use credit before they take money off of my bankcard. So I’ve took that box there’s £23 of credit there.

That should cover three months.

I look for work in earnest every single day. I’m applying for 10 jobs a day and it’s depressing.

I’ve turned away the egg custard tart had a whole £1.45 because we just don’t need them.

The Sainsbury’s man was very nice. Even though that’s probably the weirdest conversation he will have all day.

Jonathan’s absent father was sarcastic to Jonathan yesterday because Jonathan’s father doesn’t see much of Jonathan. I pointed out that it’s Jonathan’s dad’s choice not to live with us and he did live with us and he has always been invited. Then he would see Jonathan every opportunity because we live in the same house.. I don’t let him scratch my coffee table. The application is that if I agreed to let me scratch the coffee table, he’d li e with us. But I know this isn’t true. It scratch the table and still not live with us. He’s just looking at some way of saying that somehow it’s me that’s playing for him not living there in reality. That’s just ridiculous and it’s his choice. He lived with us long after he ruined the only dressing gown I’ve ever owned as an adult, and the last thing my mother bought for me before she died. He Lived with us after he pinned me up against the wall, put his hands around my throat and throttled me. 

He lived with us after he hit infant Jonathan so hard that he left a red weal, the shape of his hand on Donovan‘s leg.

He lived with us after he had shouted at me over the baby while I breastfeed.

He lived with us after he’d been arrested and taken away from the house by the police.

He wants us to have shabby furniture in exchange for his Volunteering to spending more time with his son, Furniture that I have spent a lifetime saving up for and cared for so that it’s not marked and then he wants to exchange marking it to come and live here he wants to reduce the colour to his sons home in exchange for he’s being here or else it’s my fault that he’s chosen to live somewhere else.

he lives somewhere else so Jonathan lives in far reduced circumstances than if he had supportive both his parents under one roof with both sets of incomes and savings contributing to the household. Instead, ‘Dad’ contributes to running his own household. Well, I’m scraping pennies discussing custard tarts with the delivery driver on Friday morning he’s buying himself a Lego. And when the baby was newborn. He was buying himself a blackberry phone. You left before the baby was born they had the snip before the baby was born and bought himself a dressing gown for that operation ruining mine so I can never have more children.



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