Anxiety and the voices of the stupid people

 Anxiety


I realise that anxiety is present in all aspects of my life.

I am anxious about phoning up the doctors to make an appointment to get my prescription.

I am anxious about starting the car in order to drive to the doctors to collect my prescription.

I don’t know if it’s true for everybody but there’s always a critical voice in my head. So if I’m chopping carrots the voice will say oh you’re not chopping them like that are you or you’re never going to throw that away when I am not and I always tell it that now I’m not unusually I say that it’s up to me they are my carrots.

This voice is the voice of stupid people. It is the voice of people who are repeating something they’ve been told how something should or should not be done. The voice isn’t its own opinion it’s just an echo of opinions that are widely advertised marketed for not thought through considered personal opinion is just what people like to say is a fact you should cut it this way you should do that with it you should not do this with it but not because I thought it through because they’ve been told that themselves and they are repeating that.

So my mind seems to need to hear the voice of the stupid people even when I’m on my own it’s like it misses it so it makes it up for me so I don’t feel too lonely without it.

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